We always go through this thing of me calling him, him getting tested, results coming back negative, then us spending 3 straight months together, then something triggers a creative burst in him and then I will start waking up alone and have to search his house for him and I will find him laying on a comforter under the pool table or find him locked in his panic room with an out of service blackberry with him typing until the letters rub off the keys. When he is committed he is 100% committed to a clingy obsessive compulsive point. After a freak out, I put myself in his shoes and I understood. Really crazy stuff but security is important to him and because of his wealth and his status he felt he had to do this. He's hired investigators and had his friends 'test' me, left me in his house for a week and watched me via camera through the web. He does use condoms and he is not really into giving or receiving oral unless he has confirmed that the relationship is monogamous. I say I don't sleep around personally because he has been through some serious phases where he's smashed a dozen women in a week. He is my best friend and I don't wanna call him my d*ck in a box but I don't sleep around personally so when I want some, I call him. He said he feels the same way, and I have seen that in his actions.

I really do love him unconditionally as a person and there are times where I have been uncontrollably and hypnotically in love with him. On and off for about 6 years, partially because of his career and his lifestyle and partially because I couldn't handle that and I was busy chasing my own dream and am kind of paranoid of commitment due to my previous relationship (bad marriage). I was talking to someone about my situation and the first thing they asked is if he was a Scorpio. The girl behind the font later got a cease and desist from Drake after they broke up for stalking him. Anyone remember Zamzam? I know a font who met her IRl and she was able to confirm everything she said was true.

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